When I was at work today, I asked about progression in the company, some might say that its too soon to start thinking about that, I know my mum did at least, but anyhow I had a conversation with one of the managers about an apprenticeship that they do, so I enquired about actually starting said apprenticeship, but found out that in order to start it I need up to date skills in Maths and English.

I started Maths adult literacy course tonight, its an online thing that I can do at own pace and with a E Tutor helping me…

Ive always been appalling at Maths, never liked it and never understood it, did the intital  test and I am now offically freaking out, the test was really hard and im wondering if I can actually pass this and just generally doubting myself big time.

I’ve got some awesome friends who are talking to me and pushing me to do it and just try my best so we shall see I guess….